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  <title>PuLL the [trigger] and the nightmare ::stops::</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 16 May 2006 03:02:24 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>ive made a drastic improvement in my mood this week, compared to last week... it was a much needed breakdown and neccessary-but holllllaa this bitch is backkkkk!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wanna know what doesnt work?? calling yourself out of school cause you get caught haha.. i did that friday woo hoo, what a day. that got me into some trouble, but an argument/fight with my mom and my dad (whom defended me) from 4:30-9 at night. yea thats not fun but all the family drama and problems weve all had came crashing down and absorbed and my mom and i settled our differences, and i am very thankful for that. so technically-me calling myself out of school did a good thing. how bout that? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;meanwhile, i am still struggling to find a prom dress. i am alright with spending 400 on a dress cause its my own fault for waiting last minute-i still dont care though, maybe ill find one by next week?? i only work tues and thurs next week and i am sooo excited i need this mini break from work to get caught up in my own life.. cause i feel its lacking something, i&apos;m still finding out what exactly it is but its deeper then finding a place to party. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR SENIOR CLASS??? &lt;br /&gt;WHAT&lt;br /&gt;THE&lt;br /&gt;FUCK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats all im gonna leave it at, but hell--wisco is right around the corner.. hahaa :) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SHAKE WHATCHU GOT IN DEM JEANNSS</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 07 May 2006 23:56:38 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>this weekend was a total bust for me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am just a stressed out, aggrivated, sad person right now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cause of:&lt;br /&gt;MOM&lt;br /&gt;work&lt;br /&gt;stupid things&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and im sick</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 13 Apr 2006 21:26:24 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i work tonight 5-8, im kinda excited because i get out pretty early so i still have a night. ive been working pretty much everyday, so i have no life.haa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow im going to the city with rocky col and jess, to see a rap/hip-hop battle, im excited cause were representing lunchbox, hell yea!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well i&apos;m writing for a reason, to vent. as usual, right? ill sum it up i wont get into detail but im very bothered and ive been thinking alot about college, cause im paying for every penny. and i just got dehumanized by my mother about how shes not paying anything and i have to bust my ass to do this and that, and how i dont deserve anything and i&apos;ll just stop there. i just dont like my mom and her point of view and the way she talks to me, i absolutly hate it.&lt;br /&gt;another thing troubling me is boys. boys. boys. i hate boys because the way they think and process things. but there nothing i can do i just have to woddle my way around it i guess. i feel theres nothing i can do about that, and that once again bothers me. &lt;br /&gt;--and one more thing, ITS SENIOR YEAR we graduate in ONE MONTH and evryone is sitting and waiting and not celebrating or being crazy. what is this shit?!?! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;besides that.. i guess im getting my boat in a couple weeks so that makes me happy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i would like to say i am very proud/happy for nora and how she wrote to the administration. i think that is very neccessay and appropriate, and i admire how you&apos;re looking out for all the underclass and how you want to make a difference in people&apos;s lives. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;amen.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Mar 2006 00:47:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>ok, so... i love adrian&lt;br /&gt;and the polish girl because you can make every common americanized item into a joke with her. no matter what. and its still hilarious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;spring break with muh bitches. wisco is gonna be so much fun, especially bc i have glow in the dark coors light tattoos that i can wear and make everyone jealous of. i got them from work, and im infatuated with them i almost dont wanna use it, but you gotta do it when ur in &apos;PARTY MONSTER&apos; mode. thats what im gonna be, a party monster and so are my bitches. 3-day-thon drunk fest, if your sober we&apos;ll beat the shit out of you---its that simple.  i have a wedding to attend tomorow night that im also excited for cause im gonna get all fancied up and from the sounds of it ill be the only real &apos;dressy&apos; one there, but eh i dont care.. ill be &apos;that&apos; girl that everyone points at and says &quot;what the fuck, who does she think she is, i mean guhhh we dont even knowwww her! dressing up? PLAH&quot; so yea haha im excited, for that and dancing cause weddings are always fun fun fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my life is rather uneventful..  i fed my cat some macaroni and cheese and tostido chips, he ate everything. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy birthday to stephanie burdick (march.30, a date everyone should have implanted in their brains) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh by the way... someone better throw some parties this weekend or im retiring from this asshole town and partying up in wisconsin for good.. these past few weekends have been quite a boreeeeee. or maybe im just a LOSER?!!?! probably. what do u think? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. who wants to go swim suit shopping with me/shopping in general? i need clothes and swim suites RAPIDO!!!!!! VAMANOS!!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Mar 2006 18:36:07 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i forgot i had an LJ for awhile...&lt;br /&gt;im gonna update everyone on my life right now, cause im bored.. its 6th period, and adrian is completely ingulfed in planning his spring break trip to wisco dells.. ahh jeez&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+i went to augustana with jake to visit his brother, that was fun&lt;br /&gt;+hung out with james at some retarded deerfield party&lt;br /&gt;+saw &quot;BOYS&quot; which ended up being a drunken jon and tunney.. &lt;br /&gt;+dinner with coco, we didnt succeed in finding our bahama boy&lt;br /&gt;+ IM GOIN HUNGRY.... GOIN HUNGRYYYY!!! best dance ever&lt;br /&gt;+DORKISIS (compliments of mr.lane)&lt;br /&gt;-parents had a bad fight, they want a divorce.. and i cant seem to get that whole scene out of my head.. its kinda throwin me off this week&lt;br /&gt;+i got the best letter in the world, i love bein in loveeeeee&lt;br /&gt;+i got a new job at buffalo wild wings, thanks to colleen. &lt;br /&gt;+juggling two jobs.. it makes the week go by alot faster, i kinda like it&lt;br /&gt;+signed up for housing at western, and took care of some college crap with mom &lt;br /&gt;+adrian and i are going to western together!!&lt;br /&gt;+sister and i are getting along, being friends.. i like that&lt;br /&gt;+jack johnson came out with a new cd and i wanna get it but im too lazy&lt;br /&gt;-my room is a complete disaster, you cant walk in it, cant see my bed or dresser.. its badddd i have like 6 loads of laundry to do, AH!&lt;br /&gt;-school is old, and needs to end.. im ready to graduate&lt;br /&gt;+wedding this months for jakes cousin, im excited.. i just need to find a dress&lt;br /&gt;- i have to ask jake to turnabout really sooooon&lt;br /&gt;-i have to find a turnabout dress, anyone have any cute dresses i could borrow? that would be amazing and really appreciated.. &lt;br /&gt;+SPRING BREAK!!!! lake geneva here we come, lol... &lt;br /&gt;+MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY she was sobbing, completely destroyed cause her bday was miserable she couldnt even blow out her candles.. and trying to sing happy bday to her was the funnies thing in the world, she ended up gettin an ipod&lt;br /&gt;+WHITEWATER WITH FRAN AND COCO TOMORROW :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;adrian rules!!!!!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 04:32:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>have fun</title>
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  <description>whats goin on in my life? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lemme tell you. to be honest, i cant answer that because i dont even know what the hell is going on. &lt;br /&gt;ill try though. UMM.. my family is completly fucked up and delerious to the fact that WERE NEVER MOVING TO CALIFORNIA, they keep getting their hopes up, then my hopes up.. and coming up with this rational unbeleivable reasoing to why were moving out there, and how were gonna do this, and how its going to make so much sense, and how were gonna be better off moving out there. first of all-my famiyl is lazy they cant even clean up after themselves let alone back their own house, second of all- were poor and cant afford california, and last but not least-my mom is a fucking gimp and cant travel long distances of fly. HELLLLO, im glad it only took me 4 different times of this rationing before i realized this will never happen. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay, im not that pissed about not moving out there somewhere deep inside me knew i was just dreaming.. and theres nothing wrong with dreaming. but this is the part of my life that is making me most stressed out, its possible im overreacting, but having Cathy Taylor as your mother it tends to rub off, COLLEGE. no big deal, right? you apply, get accepted, move your shit to a dorm room, get a job-scholarships-loans-whatever to pay off college. but somehow im different from every freaking kid that attends highschool, why? i cant answer that question either. and she insists shes not paying for college, but i have to go anyways.. who the hell is gonna pay for my college when i have like $100 in the bank? hahaaa!! how fucked up is that?! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To top off my fabulous mother, and how nice she is to me, and how much respect i get in my house (im beein 100% sarcastic), i cant go ANYWHERE for spring break. how nice is that? even if i pay for it, somehow everything is always so much more expensive then planned. i dont get it, i dont get her and her fucking attitude towards life and how much she wants me to be her &quot;friend&quot; if i get treated like some sort of 13 year old girl with down syndrome.. and an alocholic.. WHICH leads me to the fabulous friday night i just had.. cause now.. now, today-WEDNESDAY, im grounded? i didnt go out all last weekend after i got into trouble. and somehow me drinking i have to learn a life lesson? when she knows i drink all the time, and she knows i like to party, so why cant she just get the hang of it and let me go out and have fun once in awhile.. cause i know my dad doesnt give a shit so why does she have to? i wish i could be honest with this woman, but she seriously rips me apart and dehumanizes me.. and look at this-what im turning into, im ragging on livejournal about my stupid pathetic day bc im &quot;stressed&quot; out. the thing is-i never get stressed unless its over this woman. this is why i cant wait for college-cause somehow im going, there is no way in hell im stayin in my house a few more years---- nooo wayyyy.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;brush yo&apos; sholdas off.. &quot; right?? im trying!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 04:01:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>karmaaa, bitches</title>
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  <description>KARMA: A.) FATE OR DESTINY OF ONE&apos;S ACTIONS DURING EXISTENCE&lt;br /&gt;B.) ALL THE ACTS, WORDS, AND THOUGHTS OF ONE&apos;S LIFE, &lt;br /&gt;DETERMINES A PERSON&apos;S FATE&lt;br /&gt;C.) WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MORAL: A.) DEALING WITH, OR CAPABLE, OF DISTINGUISHING BETWEEN &lt;br /&gt;RIGHT AND WRONG&lt;br /&gt;B.) GOOD IN CONDUCT OR BEHAVIOR SPECIFICALLY SEXUALLY&lt;br /&gt;VIRTUOUS&lt;br /&gt;C.) VIRTUALLY SUCH BECAUSE OF EFFECTS ON THOUGHTS OR &lt;br /&gt;ATTITUDES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FRIEND: A.) A PERSON WHOM ONE KNOWS WELL AND IS FOND OF&lt;br /&gt;B.) SUPPORTER, ALLY, SYMPATHIZER&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TRUST: A.) FIRM BELIEF IN THE HONESTY, RELIABILITY OF ANOTHER&lt;br /&gt;B.) RESPONSIBILITY RESULTING FROM CONFIDENCE PLACED N ONE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TRUSTWORTHY: WORTHY OF TRUST; HONEST&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TRUTH: A.) SINCERITY, HONESTY, REALITY, ACTUAL EXISTENCE, ACCURACY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HONEST: A.) NOT LYING OR CHEATING&lt;br /&gt;B.) THRUTHFUL, TRUSTWORTHY&lt;br /&gt;C.) SINCERE, GENUINE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LIE: A.) TO MAKE A STATEMENT THAT ONE KNOWS IS FALSE, A STATEMENT&lt;br /&gt;THAT IS MEANT TO DECEIVE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LIAR: SOMEONE WHO TELLS LIES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DECIEVE: TO MAKE (A PERSON) BELIEVE WHAT IS NOT TRUE; MISLEAD&lt;br /&gt;APT. TO LIE OR CHEAT&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHEATER: A.) A FRAUD, SWINDLE&lt;br /&gt;B.) TO BE DISHONEST, DECEITFUL&lt;br /&gt;C.) TO BE SEXUALLY UNFAITHFUL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RESPECT: A.) TO FEEL OR SHOW HONOR OR ESTEEM&lt;br /&gt;B.) TO SHOW CONSIDERATION FOR; REGARD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SELF-RESPECT: PROPER RESPECT FOR ONE&apos;S SELF&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SELFISH: OVERLY CONCERNED WITH ONE&apos;S OWN INTEREST AND HAVING &lt;br /&gt;LITTLE CONCERN FOR OTHERS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOVE: A.) STRONG AFFECTION OR LIKING FOR SOMEONE OR SOMETHING&lt;br /&gt;B.) THE OBJECT OF SUCH AFFECTION/ DEVOTION&lt;br /&gt;C.) A PASSIONATE AFFECTION FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LUST: BODILY APPETITE, EXCESSIVE SEXUAL DESIRE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JEALOUSY: A.) WATCHFUL IN GUARDING OR KEEPING&lt;br /&gt;B.) RESENTFULLY SUSPICIOUS OR RIVALRY&lt;br /&gt;C.) RESENTFULLY ENVIOUS RESULTING FROM ONES FEELINGS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FAKE: TO MAKE SOMETHING SEEM REAL BY DECEPTION; FRAUD, SHAM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;REAL: EXISTING AS IN FACT; ACTUAL; TRUE; AUTHENTIC;GENUINE</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jan 2006 16:35:38 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>shitttttttttt&lt;br /&gt;im still pretty drunk from last night and i have work in less than an hour.. YEEEHAWW CPK! and i have to work with creepy ass jon-bastard-mothafuckaaa&lt;br /&gt;im not scared though this could actually be fun and entertaining&lt;br /&gt;call me tonight guys</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jan 2006 02:25:56 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>great break.. very chill, very relaxing and fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;included:&lt;br /&gt;rockys bday bash i lost my bra there&lt;br /&gt;bjuices for like 5 min before it got busted&lt;br /&gt;wresteling at meghans house with adron and yuirin brett and some other dawgggggggs&lt;br /&gt;alot of jake time&lt;br /&gt;dells with the boy&lt;br /&gt;new years at the cottage-drinking champagin with mommy gimp and the family and jake&lt;br /&gt;starbucks with rachie &lt;br /&gt;haning out with the boys and steph at jacki&apos;s a couple nights&lt;br /&gt;josh&apos;s new house is amazing&lt;br /&gt;xmas with the crazy family members of mine&lt;br /&gt;my dad steping in my grandma&apos;s cat shit&lt;br /&gt;BELLIGERANT SLEEPOVER #1 and #2 with coco bean.. those are the best&lt;br /&gt;alot of eating.. i worked out once at least&lt;br /&gt;meeting up with kt and her mom at woodfield&lt;br /&gt;fucking creppy guy at work kept calling me and jake called him back and told him that maybe he&apos;ll get some at the sausage fest he&apos;s at. it was funny... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i work tom, thurs, and sunday night. &lt;br /&gt;i dont wanna go back to school tomorrow :/&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE YOU GUSY HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2006 is gonna be unbeleivable.. i have a feeling..</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 27 Dec 2005 05:57:47 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>after getting in a fight with my mom, i drank some jesus juice, ate chocolate, then progressed to my champagine i got for xmas and talked to jake on the phone.. i realized a few things after listening to coldplay and ithought i should blob them out to the world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life isnt always gonna be fair&lt;br /&gt;be thankful for what you have&lt;br /&gt;no bitching--- there are plenty of people who have it worse off than you&lt;br /&gt;learn to chill out and not be so dramatic&lt;br /&gt;brush yo sholders off and be happy once in awhile it good for ya&lt;br /&gt;GOTTA LOVE TO LOVE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SOOOOOOOOOOO!!! im excited, this break has been awesome.. and thurs-sat im going to wico dells with jake&amp;lt;33 im so pumped..</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 23 Dec 2005 22:34:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>why does everyone think break has been shitty latly?? &lt;br /&gt;i think its been pretty chill/fun, but thats just me..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im on my way to wisco for xmas!! LATER BITCHES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;be safe and be smart&lt;br /&gt;and have a great and happy and loving christmas</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Dec 2005 18:04:03 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>mm.. winter break is coming up,im so excited cause its the first time ive been in TOWN for xmas in like 4 years cause were usually in cali. mommy cant fly so were at home :) we dont even have an xmas tree yet!! or any decorations out, i mean our pumpkin for halloween we didnt even carve is frozen outside by the back door... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im not really gonna have an xmas cause i have to buy 2 bumpers for that stupid accident i got in on the way to work. this sucks, i just hope it wont be that expensive. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last weekend was a good one, i laughed alot. starting at the v-show to see meghan,but one of the skits had THE LITTLE GUY, who was this hindu dude wearing a cross.. hahahaha, and he had one eye bigger than the other, it almost reminded me of when i was at best buy and george pointed out the hindu with 6 fucking fingers.. SIX!! i hung out with fran on friday.. we mingled, then saturday i &quot;worked&quot;  but instead i played with colleen and then later that night we had some more fun being drunk at pats, then i went back to my house with jake and then yea. and sunday i saw kt and paige, i miss them. i miss summer. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but this winter break will be insane im so excited. so much fun is ahead. im gonna be at the lake &amp;lt;3 its been too long. idk what im doing for new years, if im going to wisco or not. ahhh. itll be fun either way. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;peaceeee</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Dec 2005 03:57:01 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>life has been pretty rockin lately&lt;br /&gt;im doin what I wanna do and im doing what makes ME happy&lt;br /&gt;does it look like i care about d-r-a-m-a? umm nope i dont think so&lt;br /&gt;and that makes me wanna LALA.. (on the kitchen on the floor.. dududu)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its time for bubble bath and jack johnson &amp;lt;33</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2005 07:20:05 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>WELL.. this week is what i needed.&lt;br /&gt;im ova that shit, &lt;br /&gt;on to something different i think.&lt;br /&gt;either way, i dont need that so its better off for the good. i have amazing friends i coudlnt ask for something more spectacular than that. &lt;br /&gt;i love my friends&lt;br /&gt;i love getting over boys&lt;br /&gt;i love YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!&lt;br /&gt;what a fun break,&lt;br /&gt;im an independent woman guys, FUCKING INDEPENDENT. understand?? yessuh, so have a good night. peace out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. last night was fun, we shoudl do it again col feel better cause i miss you :)</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Nov 2005 17:36:28 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>how do u get over a heartbreak? &lt;br /&gt;its not as easy as i thought it would be..</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:07:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>im having a birthday lunch at MAX AND ERMA&apos;S, 12:00. &lt;br /&gt;anyone can come, &lt;br /&gt;just let me know so i have a good estimate for a reservation.&lt;br /&gt;youuuu know my numba, so call it please&lt;br /&gt;(and keep in mind u wont see me for 10 days after this, yessuh)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im packing, and trying to fix my myspace, yes i do have a myspace and ive had one since summer i just am dumbfounded when it comes to making it &quot;cool&quot;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 08 Nov 2005 03:09:24 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>a million words couldnt describe me right now&lt;br /&gt;i think its over&lt;br /&gt;and i feel so incredibly lost and alone</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Nov 2005 15:54:57 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>last night was good. &lt;br /&gt;im just worried about stephanie and if she survived her night safely. &lt;br /&gt;im really sad about steve. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but im really glad im not going to wisco to go to our 19 yr old neighbors babyshower... how awkward is that?? what am i gonna say, &quot;good luck with you and your kid, and trying to live with your parents and making enough money to buy macaroni and cheese all day, oh yea and i hope your boyfriend doesnt leave you so your next reunion is at jerry springer show while im off at college getting an education, yea good luck with that&quot; but minus my bitchiness about thsi situation, i kinow she&apos;ll love her kid so thats all i should think about. i guess. speaking of which, nikki and zach are at my house. shes due in january i beleive. so a boy and a girl, those are nikkis kids and i think she&apos;s naming her kayla? or something, im excited and so scared for her at the same time. her dad hates her guts already and has been wanting to kick her out for the past 4 years. i dont know what&apos;ll happen with that either.. ahhh life can be so complicated.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is a GREAT story. So my dad is at his buddy joes house and finds a little snake, hes thinkin &apos;Sweet! i can take this littly guy home and keep him&apos;. so he puts him in this tuppawear container in his el comino and when he gets back home he loses the snake. it crawled out of its container and he was searching for it all last night. while he was kinda drunk. that image is so funny. he still cant find the snake, it&apos;ll forever remain a mystery. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im going to the valient show tonight, anyone wanna go with meh? &lt;br /&gt;and im also going to brigade tomorrow night. im excited.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. i really want an ipod for my birthday, im trying to convince my parents to buy at least half of it lol..</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 01 Nov 2005 22:31:42 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: i meant to say cant.&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: U SAID CAN!&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: CANNNNNNN&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: i know but can was next to tell, and my fingers mess up sometimes and they think they typed in t for canT uknow? &lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: pshhh whatever tiffany&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: all i hear are excuses!&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: one word ends in t, the other starts with t, my fingers get confused u know&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: U KNWO WHAT&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: WHAT!&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: im so sick of this nonsense and your big ass always geting in the way of things&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: WHAT!?!?!?!?&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: OH NO U DIDNT!&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: what r u gonna do about it ? &lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: HUH? &lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: break ur face!&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: my face is unbreakable buddy, trust me&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: haha&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: im gonna bust ur head open and throw away your brain&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: so ull be stupid and lifeless forever&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: jeez tiffany take it easy&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: oh so just like u!&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: hahahahahahahaha&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: i know well its halloween, it gets to me sometimes lol&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: its not halloween&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: OMG YOU DICK&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: YOU ARE SUCH A DICK HOLE&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: hahahahahaha&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: im gonna go&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: ttyl&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: fine faggot&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: leave&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: im sry!!!&lt;br&gt;MalibuBarbi404: i dont take that pity &quot;SORRY&apos;&quot; from you, im so upset&lt;br&gt;yea i drop beats: :-*&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;WELL.. i have LOTS to do today, which consists of working, studying for psych and adv.space and science, cause i have tests on them this week. one tomorrow. so yea, scary. then i have to gather objects up and make this spectacular creation and its gonna be great, then i gotta eat and make food for tomorrow. and im just allw ound up and excited, i feel like a little puppy so excited he&apos;s peeing everywhere. YEA, thats how i feel. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLLEEN!!! (i know its tomorrow, but early shout outs are nice tooo!)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and were gonna celebrate this birth of colleen jacks on friday, so everyone should come. and yes, i do mean everyone, because this girl is boppin. and she&apos;ll be 18 so i think thats a big deal. you shoudl think its a big deal too. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then i have all of next week, and that friday at 9:30 i leave for cali. sooo during the day i think i wanna go out to lunch and celebrate my birthday so everyone lets hang out before i leave. ill be gone for 9 dayssss so think about that!!! be like &quot;i gotta hang out with my best friend tiff tay cause shes gonna be gone for awhile and i&apos;ll miss her and shes gonna be an adult&quot; something like that. im just kidding, but seriously. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;k well im off to work. visit me if you&apos;re bored. i like vistors, alot. &lt;/p&gt;
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  <pubDate>Mon, 24 Oct 2005 23:34:18 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>so ive been thinking lately&lt;br /&gt;go back to my happyallthefuckingtime mood because it works the best for me.&lt;br /&gt;cause when im in that mood i try to make ppl feel better, and i dont let their sadness/crabiness or wahtever rub off on me. and im more carefree that way. &lt;br /&gt;so expect that from me, kk? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i got new lotion/body spray/blush the other day so thats pretty damn exciting i think. my boy delema has gotten much better and im in love all over again. i worked out today for awhile and im proud of that, makes me feel better. so im gonna work out more often and eating way more healthier. i also sent in my applicaitons/transcrips and it feel so good to get that off muh back. but ive got a few more colleges i&apos;d like to apply too. but im on a roll! feel like a new person today, seriously. also, my dad is coming with me to cali so im really happy about that cause maybe he&apos;ll change his mind about me going there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea ill be gone nov11-nov20. so i wont be here nov12 for my bday :(&lt;br /&gt;lots of colleges and surfing with dad and auntie val, im so pumped.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 Oct 2005 04:34:34 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i cant sleep, so im here writing to whoever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;things are really good right now. feelin pretty great, i have no idea why im just realy happy and im gonna keep it that way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this weekend the plan is to go to whitewater with jax on friday (hopefully if i get someone to cover for me sat morning) then saturday i want a ton of ppl to go to wisco to mine or cols lake house to go to haunted houses. call me if your interested boys or girls it doesnt matter anyone can sleepover. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for the meantime..&lt;br /&gt;i saw sylvia and steph perform tonight and they were both really good. i ate way to many cookies afterwords while i was riding in colleens escalade, it got me too hyper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss bear. &lt;br /&gt;goodnight.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 16 Oct 2005 06:11:32 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>whats with ppl being so prtty and skinnny&lt;br /&gt;whats with smart ppl&lt;br /&gt;whats me with me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;POP QUIZ:&lt;br /&gt;q. will i make it through college&lt;br /&gt;r. will i make it through first semester&lt;br /&gt;s. will i mkae lots of new friends&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;t. will care if ppl care if i decide to consdier CA as an actual residentsy standard.&lt;br /&gt;p.s. will is make it elligable to pass first semester&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. i am very drunk rightnow, im kinda pissed off cause my familia is talking shit cause i wanna go to cali instead of CA. big deal, suk my dick. im done withhelping my family, and wondering whats gonna happen next. all i know is I dont wannna spend the rest of my life in cali. if feels so right not to be home, idk why or how.... it just my time to be myself and independent and myself.. im gonna be all i can be and all im proud.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what have i gotten myself into&amp;gt;&amp;gt; a fight&amp;gt;&amp;gt; i love him with all my heart and it fp r45094058 billion causes. justcall me??/</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 15 Oct 2005 04:48:42 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>leave yo name&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. I&apos;ll respond with something random about you. &lt;br /&gt;2. I&apos;ll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. &lt;br /&gt;3. I&apos;ll tell you what jello flavor you are. &lt;br /&gt;4. I&apos;ll say something that only makes sense to you and me. &lt;br /&gt;5. I&apos;ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. &lt;br /&gt;6. I&apos;ll tell you what animal you remind me of.&lt;br /&gt;7. I&apos;ll ask you something that I&apos;ve always wondered about you. &lt;br /&gt;8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 11 Oct 2005 01:37:39 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>this was a very anti-social weekend for me, and idk why. sorry to everyone for not wanting to be out.&lt;br /&gt;the most happenin thing i did this weekend was go to daves, and cooked dinner with muh mom... i went to a cold ass football game with steph but it was funny so its okay. then i spent the day cleaning, and hanging out with ptek. that fucking play is due tomorrow, gahh its such a pain. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;colleen, WHO IS THIS?? &lt;br /&gt;Sweet Ass Ness: still have that damn bf&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;james is in florida.. i hope he kicks ass down there. and i got the funniest drunk phone call from him about having skin cancer and turning gay, that made my day. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im soo tiredd i just took a 4hr nap and its 8:30 and im going back to bed. im such a loser.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. get better stephanie you double eye/ear infection freak. i love you &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s.s. I WANNA BE IN CALIFORNIA. thats it. end of story. goodnight.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Oct 2005 23:48:15 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i just woke up from a nap&lt;br /&gt;and a funny call from colleen that i barely remember cause i was still groggy.. &lt;br /&gt;it went a little something like this,&lt;br /&gt;col: &quot;fran and i are going to the skatepark to watch brandon&quot;&lt;br /&gt;me: &quot;OH! your gonna skate?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;col: &quot;yea to bust out the moves i dont have&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea.. something along those lines, but it was really funny nonetheless. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;laguna is on tonight.. &amp;lt;3 gets me in that moood&lt;br /&gt;im gonna drop my film off tonight after i waste 3 last pictures. wahoo!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i feel like having a really good indepth conversation.. with somebody.. about god knows what.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow is gonna be kick ass, no matter what i do.. sleep/party/play with my friends or kitties... its gonna rock. i love you&lt;br /&gt;and you and you youy oyuyouyoyuyouyoyu</description>
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