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ive made a drastic improvement in my mood this week, compared to last week... it was a much needed breakdown and neccessary-but holllllaa this bitch is backkkkk!!
wanna know what doesnt work?? calling yourself out of school cause you get caught haha.. i did that friday woo hoo, what a day. that got me into some trouble, but an argument/fight with my mom and my dad (whom defended me) from 4:30-9 at night. yea thats not fun but all the family drama and problems weve all had came crashing down and absorbed and my mom and i settled our differences, and i am very thankful for that. so technically-me calling myself out of school did a good thing. how bout that?
meanwhile, i am still struggling to find a prom dress. i am alright with spending 400 on a dress cause its my own fault for waiting last minute-i still dont care though, maybe ill find one by next week?? i only work tues and thurs next week and i am sooo excited i need this mini break from work to get caught up in my own life.. cause i feel its lacking something, i'm still finding out what exactly it is but its deeper then finding a place to party.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR SENIOR CLASS???
WHAT
THE
FUCK.
thats all im gonna leave it at, but hell--wisco is right around the corner.. hahaa :)
SHAKE WHATCHU GOT IN DEM JEANNSS
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[07 May 2006|06:47pm] |
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this weekend was a total bust for me
i am just a stressed out, aggrivated, sad person right now.
cause of:
MOM
work
stupid things
and im sick
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i work tonight 5-8, im kinda excited because i get out pretty early so i still have a night. ive been working pretty much everyday, so i have no life.haa
tomorrow im going to the city with rocky col and jess, to see a rap/hip-hop battle, im excited cause were representing lunchbox, hell yea!
well i'm writing for a reason, to vent. as usual, right? ill sum it up i wont get into detail but im very bothered and ive been thinking alot about college, cause im paying for every penny. and i just got dehumanized by my mother about how shes not paying anything and i have to bust my ass to do this and that, and how i dont deserve anything and i'll just stop there. i just dont like my mom and her point of view and the way she talks to me, i absolutly hate it.
another thing troubling me is boys. boys. boys. i hate boys because the way they think and process things. but there nothing i can do i just have to woddle my way around it i guess. i feel theres nothing i can do about that, and that once again bothers me.
--and one more thing, ITS SENIOR YEAR we graduate in ONE MONTH and evryone is sitting and waiting and not celebrating or being crazy. what is this shit?!?!
besides that.. i guess im getting my boat in a couple weeks so that makes me happy.
and i would like to say i am very proud/happy for nora and how she wrote to the administration. i think that is very neccessay and appropriate, and i admire how you're looking out for all the underclass and how you want to make a difference in people's lives.
amen.
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[23 Mar 2006|06:35pm] |
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ok, so... i love adrian
and the polish girl because you can make every common americanized item into a joke with her. no matter what. and its still hilarious.
spring break with muh bitches. wisco is gonna be so much fun, especially bc i have glow in the dark coors light tattoos that i can wear and make everyone jealous of. i got them from work, and im infatuated with them i almost dont wanna use it, but you gotta do it when ur in 'PARTY MONSTER' mode. thats what im gonna be, a party monster and so are my bitches. 3-day-thon drunk fest, if your sober we'll beat the shit out of you---its that simple. i have a wedding to attend tomorow night that im also excited for cause im gonna get all fancied up and from the sounds of it ill be the only real 'dressy' one there, but eh i dont care.. ill be 'that' girl that everyone points at and says "what the fuck, who does she think she is, i mean guhhh we dont even knowwww her! dressing up? PLAH" so yea haha im excited, for that and dancing cause weddings are always fun fun fun.
my life is rather uneventful.. i fed my cat some macaroni and cheese and tostido chips, he ate everything.
happy birthday to stephanie burdick (march.30, a date everyone should have implanted in their brains)
oh by the way... someone better throw some parties this weekend or im retiring from this asshole town and partying up in wisconsin for good.. these past few weekends have been quite a boreeeeee. or maybe im just a LOSER?!!?! probably. what do u think?
p.s. who wants to go swim suit shopping with me/shopping in general? i need clothes and swim suites RAPIDO!!!!!! VAMANOS!!!!
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i forgot i had an LJ for awhile...
im gonna update everyone on my life right now, cause im bored.. its 6th period, and adrian is completely ingulfed in planning his spring break trip to wisco dells.. ahh jeez
+i went to augustana with jake to visit his brother, that was fun
+hung out with james at some retarded deerfield party
+saw "BOYS" which ended up being a drunken jon and tunney..
+dinner with coco, we didnt succeed in finding our bahama boy
+ IM GOIN HUNGRY.... GOIN HUNGRYYYY!!! best dance ever
+DORKISIS (compliments of mr.lane)
-parents had a bad fight, they want a divorce.. and i cant seem to get that whole scene out of my head.. its kinda throwin me off this week
+i got the best letter in the world, i love bein in loveeeeee
+i got a new job at buffalo wild wings, thanks to colleen.
+juggling two jobs.. it makes the week go by alot faster, i kinda like it
+signed up for housing at western, and took care of some college crap with mom
+adrian and i are going to western together!!
+sister and i are getting along, being friends.. i like that
+jack johnson came out with a new cd and i wanna get it but im too lazy
-my room is a complete disaster, you cant walk in it, cant see my bed or dresser.. its badddd i have like 6 loads of laundry to do, AH!
-school is old, and needs to end.. im ready to graduate
+wedding this months for jakes cousin, im excited.. i just need to find a dress
- i have to ask jake to turnabout really sooooon
-i have to find a turnabout dress, anyone have any cute dresses i could borrow? that would be amazing and really appreciated..
+SPRING BREAK!!!! lake geneva here we come, lol...
+MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY she was sobbing, completely destroyed cause her bday was miserable she couldnt even blow out her candles.. and trying to sing happy bday to her was the funnies thing in the world, she ended up gettin an ipod
+WHITEWATER WITH FRAN AND COCO TOMORROW :)
adrian rules!!!!!!!
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whats goin on in my life?
lemme tell you. to be honest, i cant answer that because i dont even know what the hell is going on.
ill try though. UMM.. my family is completly fucked up and delerious to the fact that WERE NEVER MOVING TO CALIFORNIA, they keep getting their hopes up, then my hopes up.. and coming up with this rational unbeleivable reasoing to why were moving out there, and how were gonna do this, and how its going to make so much sense, and how were gonna be better off moving out there. first of all-my famiyl is lazy they cant even clean up after themselves let alone back their own house, second of all- were poor and cant afford california, and last but not least-my mom is a fucking gimp and cant travel long distances of fly. HELLLLO, im glad it only took me 4 different times of this rationing before i realized this will never happen.
okay, im not that pissed about not moving out there somewhere deep inside me knew i was just dreaming.. and theres nothing wrong with dreaming. but this is the part of my life that is making me most stressed out, its possible im overreacting, but having Cathy Taylor as your mother it tends to rub off, COLLEGE. no big deal, right? you apply, get accepted, move your shit to a dorm room, get a job-scholarships-loans-whatever to pay off college. but somehow im different from every freaking kid that attends highschool, why? i cant answer that question either. and she insists shes not paying for college, but i have to go anyways.. who the hell is gonna pay for my college when i have like $100 in the bank? hahaaa!! how fucked up is that?!
To top off my fabulous mother, and how nice she is to me, and how much respect i get in my house (im beein 100% sarcastic), i cant go ANYWHERE for spring break. how nice is that? even if i pay for it, somehow everything is always so much more expensive then planned. i dont get it, i dont get her and her fucking attitude towards life and how much she wants me to be her "friend" if i get treated like some sort of 13 year old girl with down syndrome.. and an alocholic.. WHICH leads me to the fabulous friday night i just had.. cause now.. now, today-WEDNESDAY, im grounded? i didnt go out all last weekend after i got into trouble. and somehow me drinking i have to learn a life lesson? when she knows i drink all the time, and she knows i like to party, so why cant she just get the hang of it and let me go out and have fun once in awhile.. cause i know my dad doesnt give a shit so why does she have to? i wish i could be honest with this woman, but she seriously rips me apart and dehumanizes me.. and look at this-what im turning into, im ragging on livejournal about my stupid pathetic day bc im "stressed" out. the thing is-i never get stressed unless its over this woman. this is why i cant wait for college-cause somehow im going, there is no way in hell im stayin in my house a few more years---- nooo wayyyy..
"brush yo' sholdas off.. " right?? im trying!
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KARMA: A.) FATE OR DESTINY OF ONE'S ACTIONS DURING EXISTENCE
B.) ALL THE ACTS, WORDS, AND THOUGHTS OF ONE'S LIFE,
DETERMINES A PERSON'S FATE
C.) WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
MORAL: A.) DEALING WITH, OR CAPABLE, OF DISTINGUISHING BETWEEN
RIGHT AND WRONG
B.) GOOD IN CONDUCT OR BEHAVIOR SPECIFICALLY SEXUALLY
VIRTUOUS
C.) VIRTUALLY SUCH BECAUSE OF EFFECTS ON THOUGHTS OR
ATTITUDES
FRIEND: A.) A PERSON WHOM ONE KNOWS WELL AND IS FOND OF
B.) SUPPORTER, ALLY, SYMPATHIZER
TRUST: A.) FIRM BELIEF IN THE HONESTY, RELIABILITY OF ANOTHER
B.) RESPONSIBILITY RESULTING FROM CONFIDENCE PLACED N ONE
TRUSTWORTHY: WORTHY OF TRUST; HONEST
TRUTH: A.) SINCERITY, HONESTY, REALITY, ACTUAL EXISTENCE, ACCURACY
HONEST: A.) NOT LYING OR CHEATING
B.) THRUTHFUL, TRUSTWORTHY
C.) SINCERE, GENUINE
LIE: A.) TO MAKE A STATEMENT THAT ONE KNOWS IS FALSE, A STATEMENT
THAT IS MEANT TO DECEIVE
LIAR: SOMEONE WHO TELLS LIES
DECIEVE: TO MAKE (A PERSON) BELIEVE WHAT IS NOT TRUE; MISLEAD
APT. TO LIE OR CHEAT
CHEATER: A.) A FRAUD, SWINDLE
B.) TO BE DISHONEST, DECEITFUL
C.) TO BE SEXUALLY UNFAITHFUL
RESPECT: A.) TO FEEL OR SHOW HONOR OR ESTEEM
B.) TO SHOW CONSIDERATION FOR; REGARD
SELF-RESPECT: PROPER RESPECT FOR ONE'S SELF
SELFISH: OVERLY CONCERNED WITH ONE'S OWN INTEREST AND HAVING
LITTLE CONCERN FOR OTHERS
LOVE: A.) STRONG AFFECTION OR LIKING FOR SOMEONE OR SOMETHING
B.) THE OBJECT OF SUCH AFFECTION/ DEVOTION
C.) A PASSIONATE AFFECTION FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX
LUST: BODILY APPETITE, EXCESSIVE SEXUAL DESIRE
JEALOUSY: A.) WATCHFUL IN GUARDING OR KEEPING
B.) RESENTFULLY SUSPICIOUS OR RIVALRY
C.) RESENTFULLY ENVIOUS RESULTING FROM ONES FEELINGS
FAKE: TO MAKE SOMETHING SEEM REAL BY DECEPTION; FRAUD, SHAM
REAL: EXISTING AS IN FACT; ACTUAL; TRUE; AUTHENTIC;GENUINE
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shitttttttttt
im still pretty drunk from last night and i have work in less than an hour.. YEEEHAWW CPK! and i have to work with creepy ass jon-bastard-mothafuckaaa
im not scared though this could actually be fun and entertaining
call me tonight guys
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